Hi frindz !
.main koi writer nahi huin bs aise hi socha aap sab se aapni life ka ek experience share kruin.ek aisa experience jise log kai pyar kehte hai kai januun kehte hai.
PYAR MAIN TO KEHTA HUIN KISI KO NA HO BS”OR AGER KISI KO HO TO USSE DHOKHE NA MILE”
Ye social sites bhi yar ajeeb hoti hai.
Tum sab ko jab main aapni ye bat btauinga syad suru main tum bhi hanso ya shak kro bt yaroin ye bilkul sach hai.
.Main orkut pe humesha ki trah ladkiyoin se flirt kr raha tha . jaise ki sab krte hai orkut pe.i m still single main v chahta tha ki meri v koi gf ho. Jisi meri prvah ho jiske liye main jeeuin.bs jwani ki yahi to ek bimari hai .kuin na ho ye ek rule hai nature ka.maine uin hi ek ladki ko frind request bheji usska nam to main nahi batuinga bt main use pyar se humesha baby kehta huin. Jab main agle din aapni id kholi to wo meri frind list main add thi n same time kismet se on9 thi.
Main v aa gya aapni oukat pe chat suru kr di. Dheere dheere batain suru hui Hum rat rat batain krne lag pade.main iss time aapni +2 class k exam de k chuttiyoin pe tha .or ussne bhi mujh se kha ki wo bhi +2 k exam de kr abhi free hai.dheere dheere batain krte krte maine uss se usska no mang liya.mine jab us se pahli bar bat ki to mujhe bahut gussa aaya mujh se ussne aache se bat hi nahi ki. Fir bad main ussne fir call kiya fir ussne aache se bat ki or kha ki srry uss time main aapne frindz k sath thi iss liye acche se bat nahi kr pai. Ek to aap kud hi samjh lo main uss se bat kr raha tha pahli pahli bar to bs ordinary si hi hello introduction hui bs. Fir hum sms pe suru ho gyae call bahut km hm bs sms pe jyada bat krte the. Abhi tak main usske liye bilkul serious nahi tha bs bat krte the itna hi kafi tha. Bs fir pta nahi chla kaise batoin hi batoin main kya ho gya bs hum ek dusre se bahut batain krne lag ek dusre se bat kiye bina nahi reh pate the .na maine use dekha than a uss ne fir orkut pe hi maine usske photos dekhe or uss ne mere. Jab maine pahli bar uss se usski pic k liye kha uss ne kisi or ki pic mujhe dikha di. Bt bad main aapni real pic dikhai.
Fir wo aapni nani ki ghr aa gai , ussne kha ki wo couching yahin se kregi iss liye ab yahin rahegi.
Hum pahle kit rah batain krne lage rahe, fir bs mujhe uss se bahut pyar ho gya main uss pe bina nahi reh pta tha.hum aapne future k plan krne lage.wo v han main han milati rahi ussne ek bar v kuch aise mahsoosh nahi hone diya ki ye sab jhuth hai .pr dostoin ye jhuth nikla .isska pta mujhe ek din lga , jab ussne sim khai fank diya or wo kisi or ko mil gya. Mujhe pahle v kai bar usski batoin se feel hota tha ki sayd wo mere se jhuth bol rahi hai bt main humesha sochta rha ki nahi wo mujh se jhuth nahi bol skti,
Fir agle din mujhe uss ne kisi or no se call ki, kehti hai ki yar meri wo sim kisi or k pass hai to ager wo humari relation k bare main pooche to mat btana .even wo ye bhi kahe ki wo mera bf hai to mat btana ,
Maine socha ki kuch to hai jo ye mujh se chupa rahi hai jab maine poocha to,ek dum se bol diya yar sim _____ k pass hai wo mera bf hai . ye sunte hi mujhe aisa lga jaise mere body main jaan nahi rahi hai. Bs maine call kat di. Uss ladki ko ek pal k liye bhi ye khyal nahi tha ki mujhe bura lage ga ya kuch . bs keh diya , maine soch liya ki main usski jindgi se door ho jauinga kuin ki wo nahi chati wo usi k sath kush hai bt main ye bhi nahi kr pauinga main ye janta huin.aaj tak ussne mujh se jb hi kha wo sab mere liye aaj ek pal main jhuth ho gya tha. Thodi der bad usski call aai main kheh diya ki main teri jindgi main nahi aauinga ,wo bahut beshrami se kehne lagi yar dekh na main use chod sakti na tumhain main use bhi pyar krti huin.
“INSAN K JINDGI MAIN AGER KABHI AISI SITUATION AAYE TO INSAN USSE JYADA PYAR KRTA HAI JISI USS NE 2ND NO PE SELECT KIYA hai KUIN KI AGER WO PAHLE WALE KO PYAR KRTA HO TO WO DUSRE K BARE MAIN NAHI SOCHTA YE BAT DOSTOIN HUMESHA YAD RAKHNA”
Main use keh diya ki tum mujhe nahi use pyar krti ho,
Main use ek bar fir pooch liya himat kr k
Chal thik hai fir hum dono main se kisi ek ko choose kr le`”ussne use choose kr liya mujh se boli ishant srry yar main usske bina nahi reh sakti ye sunte hi mere sath jo huaa main hi janta huin”
Ager aapne bhi kabhi sachi mian pyar kiya hoga to syad aap bhi ye jan paye .ye wo feeling hai jo ek sache pyar main dhokha khaya insane hi feel kr skta hai . maine call kat di or uss ne kha ki plz use ek bar ye bol de ki meri teri koi relation nahi taki wo gussa nahi ho kunki uss ne sms pad liye hai . main dil pe pahtr rahk k usss se bhi bat ki ,ye main hi janta huin ki aapni jann se bhi pyari gf k naye bf se bat krna or usske ye kehna ki use kush rakhna kitna mushkil hota hai . bs main wahi krta raha jo ussne kha tha bcz main pagal tha main bs chat tha ki wo kush rahe,
Mujhe pta bhi tha ki ussne mujhe cheat kiya hai ,bt fir bhi mere dil mian uss k liye ek % bhi nafrat nahi thi.
Bat khtam maine use keh diya na ab tum mujhe call krogi na msg,kuinki iss se main tumhain bhula nahi pauinga,
Kehti hai kya hum dostoin ki trah nahi reh skte, yar mujhe tumhari aadat ho gai hai or wo meri jaroort hai, frndzz iss wqt jo aap soch rahe hai usske bare main won a soche , kuinki main janta huin wo aise nahi ho skti , main kya use han ke deta jiss ladki se main aapni jan se jyada pyar kiya ,aaj main ussi se ek dost ki trah bat kruin wo mujhe roj btaya krti aaj hum ne usske sath ye kiya wo kiya kaise jee pata main pal pal marta.
Maine use na to kr di lekin ab main usske bina nahi reh paa rha . main dostoin k beech main bhi akela rehta huin, jab v akela hota huin usske bare main sochta huin , or kanhoin main asu aa jate hai ,
“SACH KHA HAI SACHA PYAR KISI KO NAHI MILTA , BT HUM HAESHA INTJAR MAIN REHTE HAI JAISE KI MAIN BHI HUIN “
pr dostoin ab wo mujhe bhul gai hai
are bhul to wo pahle hi gai thi bs natak kr rahi thi
ye mujhe lagta hai koi love story nahi oti love story wo hoti hai jis main dono cuplzz ek dusre ko pyar krte ho bt iss story main to bs ek side se hi true love tha bt jo bhi tha mere liye ek sabk tha sayd meri hi galti thi.
